~why??~

aku nak story 1 cerita  (erkk,,story & cerita bukan kah same mean? wateva..)

story ni berlaku pada malam tadi..ketika aku tengah syiok melayan fb terrcinta..sudden i saw something that was disturbing my heart..and i want to know what is that.. it is a fact and the level..i read & try to understand what the mesej they want conveyed to the readers. im was dizzy to understand all of what they discuss in the page. semuanya menyentuh tentang agama islam..murtad,jew,kafir,christian..what the means all of it? yang mengutarakan cadangan adalah muslim..(but im not sure if he real muslim or use some muslim name..or he's murtad,,Allahuallam)..im felt so shocked when they start talking about 'islam the truth'..why im shocked?? that is true about 'islam the truth'..i know that,u know that,we know that..and all of muslim know about that..right? so,what thing make me shocked?? they said something that was so terrible..(for me..as a muslim). i dont know if they were muslim or not but seeing the way they talk about islam..u have to read it,i suggest u..u need to know too what they said about islam..

ahh sakit jiwa aku baca fakta tu.

aku tanak cerita lebih lanjut pasal ni takut benda ni akan menimbulkan kontroversi sebab hal2 macam ni sensitif..aku tanak sertakan link page tu coz aku tanak terlibat secara tak langsung atau yang sewaktu dengan nya..aku baca pun aku dah ngeri,,aku tak tau nak cakap apa coz aku ni bukan alim ulama nak mengulas apa yang aku tengok dan baca kat page tu..

apa yang aku baca malam tadi telah menggangu waktu aku nak tido..coz di akhir pembacaan and pemahaman  aku terbaca post and comments from the member of page..they condemn the wrong religion of islam.they said our God is liar..they also provide evidence of chapter and verses in the Quran quotes that imply that the God is liar..(i cant accept that fact!!!)..how dare they saying something bad to our God..ohh tak heran lah coz mereka2 tu semua mungkin athiest..mungkin juga di panggil murtad..coz kalau sdh tak percaya pada agama maka murtad lah nama nya..whether they convert to other religion or not..as long as they do not believe in religion, they were included among the apostates!!!!

sememang nyerr aku susah nak lelapkan mata coz my mind running thinking about what i had read before..why they have to think God is liar? is bcoz the purpose behind the holy verses of Quran? from which they can be the purpose of these interpretations? dont be suprised if they find the interpretation of the internet..foorsooth any interpretation given by the internet??

aku nak tido pun susah..hati aku dug dag dug dag..berdebar2..macam aku nak nikah pula esok..(hahaha)..macam aku rasa bersalah membaca semua fakta2 gilerr tu..aku rasa takut..takut dengan membaca semua fakta yang mengelirukan tu akan memesongkan akidah ku..(astaghfirullahalazim)..sampaikan aku menangis memikirkan apa yang aku baca..mengapa ada golongan athiest di kalangan islam..aku tak tau aku menangis kerana apa..yang aku tau aku takut memikirkan apa yang mereka2 tu katakan.im crying untill i open my eyes..here is light,it looks today is the day..thank God for giving me life breathing today....